I am so sorry that you are struggling with your tank situation right now! Just knowing that you are so down about it is really bumming me out!

I agree with txg8gxp and justahobby when they say that this is a chance to change things up a bit, try some new stuff, change all of the "I wish I had..." or "the next time I will..." things about your old tank. I know you have a vision for this setup and I would love to see it through. Like I always tell you, we are just down the road and if there is anything we can do we would be happy to help!