So, I have been struggling lately with the hobby end of this. My 90g is broke down. I am totally 100% unsatisfied with my Finnex. It all seems like a struggle to stay focused on the big picture and remember to have fun. How does everyone do it? I know the old trick of take a step back and a deep breath, but I am really down right now and it is killing me. Those that know me well enough know that I am never serious and always upbeat.

I took a break from work, school, and my other work today and went to play golf with a good friend - it was awesome by the way (I almost broke 90 and for me that is an accomplishment). That still didn't help my outlook. So what's next?